Assignment #7 Juliann Hyatt yeah plz don't hit me

For some reason I have yet to find out, I am terrified that I’ll upset someone and they’ll take it out on me violently. I have absolutely no clue why it scares me or where this fear came from. From what I can piece together it started after one of my concussions. It honestly doesn’t affect other people as much as it does me, because I don’t jump to defend myself or flinch very hard. I just jump at loud noises and tense up if someone bigger than me comes at me quickly. I’m fine afterwards and most of the time I just laugh it off, but even though I know that they’re my friends and that they won’t hurt me but every time, every single time I jump out of my skin. Then I have to explain myself and then I get scared that they’ll get upset because they think I don’t trust them and then it's just a spiral.